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[Jul. 19th, 2008|02:47 pm] |
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bahahaha wow thats a long time with no lj updates!
so much has happened, shifted, evolved... wow..
work is crazy busy today, i still havent eaten and i wanna kill someone..
i finally have some of my work on the shop website, apparently im doing pretty fukn well for someone who has only done a handful of tattoos so im stoked with that.... going to be hella busy this coming week, we have a stand at sexpo and im counter girl for the whole four days so things will be hectic! but on the plus side i get to meet belladonna! my FAVE porn star! woooot! i cant wait! and i get to party with tha strippers n all sorts at the after party on sunday night! and discounted sex toys, dvds and goodies! what more could a girl ask for??
have watched TDK twice in the past couple of days, scored a gold class ticket for the first session on opening day which i was stoked (and drunk) about but i cant get enough! i think i may talk sneddi into catching it again on monday night...
tonight im hitting the town, heading to the marley bar in newtown for ness' and jess' bday party, a night filled with girl on girl action and me more than likely getting blind rotten drunk..hehe |
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| FUK YEA! |
[Aug. 7th, 2006|04:21 pm] |
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| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | remorse is for the dead- lamb of god | ] |
so i got part of my bday pressie from sneddi early and OH MY GOD!
i am now the owner of elsa lanchester's signature! it has a certificate of authenticity and all and its pretty fukn amazing since she sadly passed away boxing day, 1986. and you know, i love the bride of frankenstein so much that i have her tattooed on my arm so it was a well recieved gift.... i still cant believe it...!!! i've gotta get it all framed and looking luuurvly so i can put it up on my wall!
thankyou sneddi xxx
stayed at sneds last night to cheer him up- wasnt feeling very well...would have liked to make him dinner but he was too ill... :(
had a good weekend, went to boy from oz with sned on fri night and all i can say is hugh jackman is one sexy talented son of a gun... unbelievable and devine! def gonna take my mumma to see it...
sat night i went out west with my cousins and my bro and got home @6am in the morning... plenty of drunken shinanigans.... my cousins rock!
caught up with an old friend on sat night too who may be able to get me a job as counter bitch at his tattoo shop he works at! RAD! only sat and sun work but still im stoked! i dont mind working 7days if i can get into teh tatt/piercing trade eventually.... :)
this is like best week ev0r! |
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| if i never see another envelope again, it will be too soon... |
[Jul. 28th, 2006|04:21 pm] |
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| |  lethargic | ] |
so some fcuknuckle @work cant frikan do his job so guess who spends from 7am till 4pm stuffing envelopes? yep thats right my whole fcukn team. sned was soooo dirty baha!
i just need an alcoholic beverage... like right now...
gonna go home but fear that tonight my dreams will be invaded by lil white folds of paper and the crazy folding machine whirr... :(
im sleepy...
i bought the cutest black n white checkered scarf last night from aftertaste it is devine! heard some interesting news about a certain boy, but not sure if
a. i can be bothered doing anything about it and
b. im thinking hes way outta my league... :(
had the additions started on my chest piece and OMG some of it is so high that it sticks out the top of my t-shirt.... but its hhawt as! gonna be sooo nice n colourful when its finished, i cant wait! very horror/rockabilly themed and super sexy... im sooo digging, feet leg and chest pieces on chix at the mo... its the hhawtest!
obsessed with ink and pretty colours, wanna spend loads of $$ which i had it to spare... :(
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| i long for my batman doona, heater and sweet slumber |
[Jul. 24th, 2006|03:09 pm] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
sned and i spent the weekend at the blue mountains where i absolutely froze my bollocks off! (if i had bollocks hehehe)we had nick n sky's bootiful wedding yesterday afternoon but are now very tired as we didnt get back to summer hill until about 12.30ish and woke up at 6am to drop car off and head to work... soooo tired! PLUS we shared a single bed on sat night and sned stole all teh covers so i was cold and restless, made him bang his head so we have had two nights of minimal sleep and are finding it very hard to function at work atm...
kade pierced my conch's on wed night - god bless him and they are still a lil tender but man are they hhawt! still havent finished off my chest piece yet, waiting to see how much $$$ i have after they charge my creddi card for the car..
bought the cutest lil vader bag @ the mountains, there really must be minimal star wars fans @katoomba coz all the star wars stuff was on sale! sned saw a $180 star wars lego investment but sadly didnt have the funds to indulge.. poor bugger..hehe
i have spent soooo much money in the last month and a half, should be saving for my teeth but meh! i like clothes so im gonna keep on buying! have started my plug collection too! lobes are only up to 8mm at the moment but am going up another 6mm and the collection i have started is hhawt! i have leopard print ones on their way atm and plenty more to order!! plus lil pink ones that have loveheart lollies on them but instead of saying "i love you" or some sappy shit they just say "cunt" BAHAHAHAHA! winner!
my new arm tatts have healed very nicely, only have to put the white in my mummy bandages and then my left arm is almost finished! i have one more small piece for my forearm and i have found the style of wash i want behind it all so once they is done its on to my right arm.. YAY! will have to post some pics of latest work... im thinking my big star with green leopard print is one of my faves, its just so hhawt! simple yet sexy as hell!
i heard that apparently hes gone back to the ex, thankyou for making me feel like the bit of fun in the middle or the "sports car" in your mid life crisis... fcuk you.. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2006|09:26 am] |
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| |  angry | ] |
so basically i got f..ked in the ass by an oral surgeon on tues and in november i am paying $3000 to have him dislocate my jaw, stick crazy tubes up my nose and rip some teeth out of my head... excellent...
the disapproving looks from a ralp lauren polo jumper wearing teenager with her jeans tucked into repulsive equestrian style brown boots sitting in the waiting room with her mum just confirmed for me that i was in enemy territory -the north shore... i would have loved to have said something along the lines of "open your eyes u lil fcukn princess there is more to life than being a spoilt preppy anorexic brat from hell who will more than likely marry some jerk who wears grandpa pyjamas, cant fcuk and eventually makes u so miserable you turn into an alcoholic"
some people really need to be more open minded....
*end rant*
p.s my teeth hurt :( |
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| arrrrggggghhhh! |
[Jun. 26th, 2006|04:12 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
why must life be such a mind fcuk? or is it those around me who are constantly fcuking with my head??
why must i be so impulsive, blurt out all those angry words then instantly want to take them back?
im an angry angry stoopid irrational, irresponisble,impulsive idiot who will more than likely end up alone...
>:(
fcuk! |
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| arrrggggghhhhhhh! |
[Jun. 19th, 2006|02:21 pm] |
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| | infuriated | ] |
once again i am confused and frustrated by all the decisions a bunch of kids made whilst playing games with eachothers heads that ultimately made me miss out on a whole lot that others take for granted..
all anyone is concerned about is how the relationship will affect them and their feelings however no one ever thinks about how i feel or what i want...
ive never had the one thing i want yet if i ask for it, im seen to be ungrateful or loving those around me less...
if she had grown up without one it would be completely different, but the bottom line is he is who is he and i have a right to know him, regardless of how much they hurt eachother 20 yrs ago...
ive heard he is miserable and my heart goes out to him for living a life so pitiful but at the same time i am sooo angry at him for not having the balls to stand up for me....
am i not worth fighting for? was i not enough for him? i know everyone moves on but how do u forget your first?
did he forget? or was the threat of losing his new unit too much to risk? she had a hold on the whole group and him, but now i am older, am i strong enough to stand up to her? if i do will he only disappoint and make the heartache worse? |
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| squeeeeeeeee!!! seXbox city! |
[Jun. 14th, 2006|01:47 pm] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | where the streets have no name- U2 | ] |
i gots me a new phoneske and a free xbox 360! hhawt! $650 worth of freebies!
now i have to get me some games!!! YAY!
and sneddi bought me a hhawt dita von teese book coz he is teh best!
yesterday was like Xmas!
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
now all i need is my wireless modem so i can hook my laptop up to teh net and i am set!! will def be spending this winter holed up in my room with nerd city goodness! oh and spending all my $$$$ on ink... YAY!! |
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[Jun. 5th, 2006|07:46 am] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | let it all bleed out - rob zombie | ] |
new inkies this week! finally! its been 8weeks since i had my legs done and im having serious withdrawals... why cant i just marry a tattooist so he can make me a tattooed lady at a discount or even for free? finishing off the colours and spiderwebs on my chest piece and will prob have kade do my snake bites this week too, been chasing that boy for two weeks now!
spent the weekend with my family, stayed at my nan n grandads, they are sooo coot! my nan spoils me so much, shes the best... got to play with mums new puppy,hes adorable but man can he bite!
i want a doggie so much,its not fair... :(
woke up at 4.40am this morning to trek all the way back to city on train, man i hate showing up to work at 6.30 when im supposed to start at 8.00! cheers thanx alot mum... watched my mum drink like a fish on saturday night which was very amusing, i had a few bourbons but was too tired to booze up with her... got to spend all of sat afternoon through to sun morning with lil liam who is just the sweetest bubby ever...
found out one of my besties is pregnant, shes keeping the bubs which im really happy about but im worried at the same time coz shes only 24 and the father doesnt even wanna know about it... i just hope shes strong enough to give the baby everything it needs emotionally and that shes able to take care of it financially.. :(
we are gonna meet up for coffee this week so i will see how shes going... :)
its amazing how one person is a complete fuk up and gets everything given to them and the responsible one receives nothing... fuk my life is a joke at the moment... everything and everyone in it...
im tired :( |
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| lazeeeee girl! |
[May. 16th, 2006|11:53 am] |
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| | discotheque- U2 | ] |
havent been on lj for what feels like forever and i still havent posted any new pics of my ink coz im a shit fcukface but meh too lazeeee to care hehehe been spending waaaay too much net time on SG... hhawt tatted pierced nekked women = mattah0rn
havent had ink in what feels like forever and im having withdrawals, damn spending 86 gajillion dollars on my crazy teef this friday and then another gajillion on my crazy mane on wed...
had my evil fringe cut on thurs @furr newtown and john was all "uhhh who did ur dreads?" then proceeded to tell me the cockbreath who did them doesnt know what they are doing so now i have to get furr to fix them which eats up all my funds for the next two weeks and makes me very sad in pants... apparently if i leave them any longer i would have had to shave my head! sned told me he thinks it would be really hhawt like ripley but ahhhh NO! i want my big fat smelly dreads forever! hehehehe (not really smelly thanks to bergamot mist)
so will have to hold off on further inkage :( will prob get chest piece touched up in next week tho so all good...need to start working on my munsters piece soon too! YAY!! bring on more inkage for nae! |
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[Mar. 24th, 2006|06:41 pm] |
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| | sweet child of mine- guns n roses | ] |
i hate that i miss u.. |
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[Mar. 24th, 2006|07:29 am] |
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| | horny | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the wretched- NIN | ] |
okay so i left her a note letting her know we need to talk (wasnt being chicken shit she hasnt been home at same time as me for past week) she left me one saying she knows im prob gonna say im moving out and that its to sort out whether im going to buy a place blah blah blah but then said she wants to talk incase theres anything she can do to get me to stay...
the thing is, theres nothing... i have made up my mind, and she already knows this but hey so the battle begins... :(
i have had the h0rn for what feels like uh, a YEAR now... and listening to NIN doesnt help...
:(
arrrrggggghhhh! i wanna get laaaaiiiiiid! |
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| eeeeeeee!!! |
[Mar. 23rd, 2006|11:17 am] |
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| |  drained | ] |
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| | boulevarde of broken dreams- green day | ] |
okay so me thinks i may have SOME sort of direction for the next 6-8 months...
now i have to tell her im moving out and explain why without it turning into a shitfight.. AND i have to save up enough money for a bond for a place of my own and also sort out wisdom teeth $$ and my $$ for melbourne tatt convention excursione'...which will be fukn rad btw!!
before i decide whether to move up north or buy a house in inner west, i should try living by myself to make sure i can actually do it.. im sure i can as i crave alone time and hate other ppl and their fukd up habits so this should come easily to me...
besides i miss living in a naked house! my naked room just doesnt cut it for me and im always half expecting some crazy lady to pop her head in the door and instantly fall inlove with what she sees hahahaha but all jokes aside... i need my own place... i neeeeeed it!
work is up the putty and outlook isnt too great on it improving any time soon...
i miss sex, not the whole "ohwow" part but just being touched... im sure i could go out and find some random but it wont be great, it wont be you... |
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| sleeve still in progress |
[Mar. 20th, 2006|12:13 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
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| | deftones- house of flies | ] |
still alot of hours to put in but once creature is finished and brides hair done, we will start on the filler and the ideas my guy and i have come up with are unreal! i cant wait!
heres some pics of the finished/unfinished work... frankenstein seems to be the favourite at the moment..
not the best pics but i will post some more as soon as i have a lil more work done!
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[Mar. 10th, 2006|10:42 am] |
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| | nauseated | ] |
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| | love is blindness- U2 | ] |
fuk
i feel nauseous
black hole please |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2006|02:37 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | maniac- michael sembello | ] |
okay so didnt get to finish the creature but hes 2/3 done and looking pretty hhawt! next session is in two weeks when we finish him off and finish the brides hair then its background city! kade couldnt do my smiley but might drop in this afternoon and see if he can do it today..YES!
have decided im going to start a chest piece soon and incorporate the stars with it so pretty excited about that too..might try and get right arm sleeve started.... sooo much ink so little time and money!
went to look @ a studio unit in leichhardt yesterday afternoon and was soooo disappointed when i walked in and found that the whole living area was same size as my bedroom im in now! sneddi tried really hard to cheer me up but i was very moo... :( sorry sneddi... u know i still luvs ya!
going to look at another studio tomorrow @ashfield which would prob be better as closer to train lines which i prefer... and the place is alot bigger so sned and i will check it out after worki... need him to come with me so he can pick at all the things girly mcgirl girls like me dont notice teehee..
WE GOT GENERAL ADMISSION TIX FOR U2 ON FRI 31ST MARCH! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
i pledge my eternal love to teh sneddi for his ebizzle skillz in scoring us the tix and for a decent price!! so now we is going both fri and sat !!! wooooot!
i wonder if i will accidentally get caught up in a bono and the edge sex sandwich?? hhhawwwt!!!! |
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| cheer me up tues! yay! |
[Feb. 28th, 2006|09:45 am] |
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| | chipper | ] |
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| | hope overture- clint mansell,kronos quartet | ] |
its pay day which means tonight i am booked in for three hours of inkage! weeeeeee!! finshing off the brides hair and starting the creature from the black lagoon too... prob wont finish him tho.. :(
kade is itching to give me a smiley piercing too so why not?!
gotta go in to see rob @ polymorph about some other piercings too as kade isnt experienced enough yet to try em out but am sooo excited! in crazy bod mod mood at the moment, i want them all and i cant get enough!
finally got my sexy clothing i bought on ebay, im soooo psyched up for winter this year, my winter wardrobe is going to rock! still plenty more items to be added but its looking pretty promising..
got my creature from the black lagoon hoodie aswell as my skull n crossbones hoodie and frankenstein and mack trucks tshirts... bought a lush camo hoodie and some hhhawt black denim jeans....now i need some new shoes!
im still awaiting my sexy black n grey batman zip up hoodie from ebay and have just won a cute lil grey button up lip service shirt with a black skull on it- fukn hhawtness....
have been pre-approved for a home loan to buy a unit which is uber exciting - now all i have to do is find one i want! am pretty stoked that my first home is still going to be close to the city and not in westie-ville even if it will be the size of a shoe box...hehehehe
all this mutilation and moolah spending sure does cheer a girl up! :) |
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[Feb. 20th, 2006|11:52 am] |
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weekend was filled with thoughts of him, them and why im not part of what they have..
i guess some people would enjoy being considered the most controversial part of their unit but i just wanna be like the rest of them.. i feel like i've missed out on so much and what hurts the most is that it had nothing to do with my actions, but the actions of those around me..
and now im swamped with what ifs and maybe i coulds but i dont think my heart could take a "no" again..
if this weekend has shown me anything,its that i have some serious abandonment/trust issues that i need to sort out before i am any good to anyone.. no wonder i have sabotaged all the good i have had before.. maybe on some crazy level i think i dont deserve it..
apparently he is lost but i dont know if im strong enough to find him.. somehow i think she will always be stronger than me.. |
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| no thanks! |
[Feb. 8th, 2006|03:21 pm] |
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| | nauseated | ] |
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| | i know its over- the smiths | ] |
events and conversations over the past five days have persuaded me to never get married or have babies...
fighting with my husband and wishing for a life other than marriage n being a soccer mom...or giving birth to a baby then struggling with giving birth to the placenta aswell just seem totally undesirable options for my life..
im buying a unit (hopefully) around marrickville/newtown area, speaking to bank on tuesday afternoon to see how much i can borrow...so i can hole up in my own little haven being a hermit and neither man nor baby can find me!! |
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